i've been pondering the passage of time a lot lately. could be because i'm about a month away from my birthday. i can't believe i'll be 34. it's hard for be to grasp that p's going to be in the 6th grade next year, ssdd and i will have been together for 8 years in september, i've been at my job now for 3 years and we've been doing girl gang shows for 2 years. where is all of the time going?

i get panicked when i think about it. questions buzz through my head -- am i making every moment count? am i doing what i should be doing with my life? am i wasting my time here on this earth doing too many things that don't bring me joy? what will bring me joy?

fuck it. too overwhelming to think about. i'll just get back to distracting myself by watching *another* episode of law & order on tnt. the last five episodes i watched today didn't do the trick.

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